I want a holiday or just get home. I want to get out of State College in other words. Call this homesick or what, I just need some form of distraction. All I want is to feel all the love, to be lavished with everything good. I'm not trying to sound materialistic, but to think of it, what can I not get when I'm home? If it's not a car or money, at least I get food. If it's not expensive food and the fine dining that I have access to, at the very least, I have friends. Or lastly, even if I'm a loser with no friends, I have love from my family.
When someone says they love you, what does it exactly mean when you don't even feel it? Is it just for the sake of saying or is it because I'm numb/heartless? On the other hand, if you don't mean it, don't say it at all. And this I mean, there's no need for you to just say for the
sake of it. Because I see no '
sake'.
Long story short, I don't need unnecessary love or people around me that makes my life only more difficult.
standing firmly at the cathedral in Prague, Czech Republic :D
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Don't be sad, 'cause it's bad;
Even if it's a tad, just be glad. Do take care.
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