As of this time, I still think engineers are cool

Heroes are remembered, but legends never die.

He's such a great man I can't just let this event pass by although it's Chinese New Year for us. 

For all that had hit Penn State since November 2011, things didn't seem to get better. On Sunday morning 22 January 2012, JoePa left us for a better place. Before he died, there were even rumors that he already died (what the...). His mother wanted him to be a doctor, his dad wanted him to be a lawyer. But what he gave them, and gave all of us, was more than a football coach. Although I never had the chance to meet him, his values and all that he had done to this university and its students are beyond words. He is a legend and legends never die. WE LOVE JOEPA!

JoePa's statue at Beaver Stadium

Thousands mourn for the legend at Old Main lawn

what's Beaver stadium without JoePa?

our last 'white out' for JoePa from God

To think of it now, I'm so glad I went for JoePa's last 'Whiteout Alabama' game.

Despite the recent controversy in November, we all love Joe Paterno. He didn't do wrong, he just didn't do enough.  But whatever, go to hell Jerry Sandusky, and to all child abusers/rapists out there, may you meet Sandusky in hell too.

Rest in Peace!

A new year begins

This is Dollar when she's sleeping.

*snaps*

This is a closer shot of her sleeping, unnoticed of the picture taking.

This is how she looks at you when she's angry. 

I hate people taking photos, especially of me!

Look at those eyes!!!

Dollar says, "I'm too tired to mess with you aka bite you or whatever..."

*hides in between those pillows*

SO CUTE right my dog :)

Happy New Year 2012!

I know what I want for this Christmas

I've got 5 papers next week while I haven't really been studying. Meanwhile, my iPhone (that was so difficult to be purchased even if you have all the money in the world) is scheduled to arrive tomorrow, which is way earlier than expected. On another note, my mommy and two of her sisters are arriving at America in the next few days. Now, tell me how to not get excited...and focus on my studies! I know I will study, eventually.

Now that Christmas is almost here (I love the decorations!) and that my iPhone is on its way, I had been looking out for iPhone covers. They're some that are really cheap, while the expensive ones do have their reasons to be expensive. Also, irresistible!

My favorite had always been the Swarovski crystals, and something cool like this would cost

$93.81 (one of the not so complicated designs)

$212.65 (more crystals, more money)

this cool flower costs $43.77, no crystals. Not practical though.

$215.78, personalized. 

Whoever loves me can try to get me this HAHA!

$234.54, definitely looks stunning together with the price

$359.64 for ONE only, not both

But looking through so many of them, I still think I like this piece the most.

only $46.90, simple and pretty design, 

most importantly I like the skin's texture!

But really? $46.90? I'll wait for Santa to give it to me this Christmas :))

Because...this costs less than $5 for TWO cases!

come kiss my heart :)

Pretty vs Ugly

A smart person will have his/her weakness, weakness that is crazier than what anyone can perceive this smart person can do. On the other hand, a person with disability will have his/her strength, so strong and powerful that no one bothers to care about his/her disability.

Seriously, this is the world that we're living in. I was just told about the craziest thing about someone whom I used to look up to recently.

I love my sister, I had a fabulous Thanksgiving break past week :)

On another note, I need to sit for my final exams in 2 weeks time, then off to travel again~! I'm excited and Christmas is coming!!! 

*jingle bells*

Santa, do you know what I want for this Christmas? 

Lesson #1

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Date a guy older than you. 

Like really, older. 

Don't care if it's much older. 

Better old than young.

..... 

At the very least, he's matured.

.....

.....

Very important lesson!!!

Let go off me

I want a holiday or just get home. I want to get out of State College in other words. Call this homesick or what, I just need some form of distraction. All I want is to feel all the love, to be lavished with everything good. I'm not trying to sound materialistic, but to think of it, what can I not get when I'm home? If it's not a car or money, at least I get food. If it's not expensive food and the fine dining that I have access to, at the very least, I have friends. Or lastly, even if I'm a loser with no friends, I have love from my family.

When someone says they love you, what does it exactly mean when you don't even feel it? Is it just for the sake of saying or is it because I'm numb/heartless? On the other hand, if you don't mean it, don't say it at all. And this I mean, there's no need for you to just say for the sake of it. Because I see no 'sake'.

Long story short, I don't need unnecessary love or people around me that makes my life only more difficult.

standing firmly at the cathedral in Prague, Czech Republic :D

blinded - NO MORE

Recently when I sleep, nearly every night I get dreams. And sometimes they're really horrendous. I wake up feeling terrified :S

*

It's not that I feel nor I think, it is the fact. Please, don't say you understand me. I detest, fully, fully detest, when a *ucktard tells me he understands me. Oh yeah, you know what I'm thinking? I'm not telling you what's in my mind, maybe I would (that's my nature, my weakness I would say, I hate it but gawd, that's just me),  but that'll be only the partial story. 

Long story short, time will prove everything. I may even be wrong, oops..but let me just assure you. I know what I'm doing, thinking and EXPERIENCING (experiencing shit fyi)!

Just wait - for the day to come - give me 1.5 years time to go. When I graduate, at least~!

with Amanda Chaang, currently crazy about Sims with me

whiteout Alabama game - 10 September 2011

Trade in virtual world

Fun fact: My professor read out 'piakypiak' in the lecture hall today :D

Trading in the virtual world started on 6 Sept for Econ351 - Money and Banking. So far, I'm doing good but in the stock market, it's either you're the bull or the bear. Good luck to myself, I really want to maintain my rank throughout the semester! *fingers crossed*

Got the shell from Prof. Chud Russell, seems like an inspiration to me :D

While that fleece football pillow, I 'made' it last Friday night (life at PSU when I'm bored and have nowhere to go, I head for Art).

Learn to love the ugly, learn to appreciate the bad

Born on 20 March 2005, passed away on 20 August 2011. She didn't live as long as we thought she would with us, nevertheless, she will be missed and not be forgotten.

Dogs are so loyal they'll be with you no matter who or what you are. Dogs hide themselves when they're going to die, so that their owners don't see them - which my rottweiler did so. She must have been fighting in her body so long that we didn't notice, hiding the pain till she couldn't take it anymore.

One of the daughter of parents whom were both champions, she was always a tough dog no matter rain or shine. I used to say that I'm a proud owner of this rottweiler, like really proud.

I'm glad I've always adored her, did almost all I could for her, but not all which makes me feel regretful. This dog taught my family a great lesson I believe although she wasn't the closest dog to us all.

Deep in me right now I wish to do and say so much but it'll always be too late. If only...

Her name is Rottie :) 

this was the day I brought her into our house, I'm so happy I gave her the chance to do so